Robert (Pappy) B. James – Turns 81 today – YOWSA!!!

Written on September 28, 2019… But it failed to publish… Strange…

Pap, we will never forget you… We will always love you… and this day, you would have been the big 81!!! Holy Toledo, Batman!!!

I know there are some out there that will appreciate this brief note to remind everyone of today’s significance…

To my children, wife, and friends that know the man… Pappy is as dear to me as life is to most men… I will always hold dear the pieces he helped me pull together, and learn to cherish – as a part of my life… and mine…

Always…

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Happy Birthday – D. Odell Hamilton, Sr. – You are dearly missed, loved, never forgotten…

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Today would have been our father’s 85th. birthday… He was taken from us far too young, after battling cancer for the best part of a decade…

From a generation that I still wish I could have been a part of, Dad was a man’s man… Every bit of it! He never complained… He never faltered – even against unspeakable odds… Not only highly intelligent, he was one of the most passionate men I have ever known, but a trait known to only a few – if they knew him… Very, very few really ever knew him…

He was dedicated, compassionate, patient, strong – yet loving, thoughtful, considerate and supportive. A very few secrets shared with me when I was older – revealed much to me – and helped me a great deal in understanding more about the man I had grown away from… As with the average American child (in my experience), I longed to be like my father… Though I had only a few years with him as a child, and even fewer as a young man – I adopted a strong work ethic, having held a tax paying job from the age of 14 – minimum wage was around $1.75 to $1.90 per hour – A HUGE jump over the $40 per month my father made in the army just 20 years previous… 

For those few that were close I adopted the dedication, commitment, and compassion that I had experienced when younger… This notwithstanding – I ended up with 1 close sibling, and less really close friends than one can count on 1 hand… 

Growing up – circumstances placed me in the position to learn computer programming, and I still have father’s original books, not only on software engineering, computer science, mathematics, but 1 of the very first in print – Programming the 6502 Processor – First Edition – and it sits on the bookshelf in my office to this day… Within only months I was cranking out code in my head in Assembly for the 6502, later the 6xx516/816 and finally the 68000 (Motorola chips) – all on the Apple II Pro DOS, to the MAC OS – originally and the absolute first – graphical operating system. I did eventually move to the Intel platform of processors, and invariably, Microsoft by 1990, but I still have 3 books I co-authored for Apple Computer, Inc. prior to the ousting of Steve Jobs in the late ’80’s… 

The last couple years of his life, my father and I talked almost every Sunday afternoon about 1 software project or another. We had this in common, incredibly so… And eventually, I even authored a graphical game – mine for the Intel architecture – while his first was actually on the Motorola architure… I was never into computer games – much to my children’s frustration with me – but I did finally write a graphical chess game, and several years ago, migrated it to the Windows OS – leveraging the Direct X and later libraries for publishing graphics the way Windows still does. My father’s passion was flight simulators, and his mathematical skills exponentially better than mine – so he could REALLY crank out great code…

Even more than 2 decades after his passing… I would catch myself picking up my phone on a Sunday afternoon to give him a call… Some things, I have learned, we do not simply walk away from, get over, or forget – so simply in life. 

We miss you Dad… So much… We will never stop loving you or thinking of you… I am grateful for the last day we had together… I pray I see you again… Soon… 

 


Father – Mother – 1953…
Happy Birthday –

D. Odell Hamilton, Sr.
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If there must be trouble, let it be in my day… That my child may know peace…

If there must be trouble, let it be in my day… That my child may know peace…

Having 10 children is not something I ever planned or anticipated… – suffice to say – I was blessed that way…

Looking back over 40 years of living through all I have – I’m reminded how blessed I am – and a great concern is the safety and sound body/mind of my children and grand children…

In my life’s time thus far = it’s safe to say that most people cannot comprehend some of the things I’ve seen and lived through – and in the end – having retired from the last corporation I built up – I truly am blessed. I’m not wealthy in worldly things – but spiritually I am reminded just how blessed I am…. If there must be trouble, let it be in my day – that my children, and theirs, may know peace.

I believe strongly in the founding of the United States… Theodore Hamilton came here in 1790 and our generations of family came from him… Following the civil war we lost a lot of family that came to the colonies – and my dad was one of the first to actually go to college and break out of the hardships of farming and living a life with very little.

I sincerely pray that soon – the United States come about face  – and we return to our roots, and that people can elect the government for the people – not what we’ve become in my generation. I’m ashamed at much of what I’ve seen in just the past 4 decades.

None of my children followed me. No Armed Services, not technology buffs – just children – finding their way in their space and time . There is nothing wrong with that and I believe they all deserve the opportunity to be all that they can be – and support them in that context.

I am hopeful this year and 2020 will prove to be major turning points in political personnel we vote into office. I sense winds of change coming and that they’re positive compared to my life’s time.

Our children are our most precious gifts in life…. Nothing comes closer, save God Himself…

Each morning when you rise… face the mirror – and consider – do you like the person looking back?

Thoughts??? Please feel free to comment…

Thanks for visiting the Evening Cup….

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Pappy… We remember you almost daily I believe… We miss you dearly….

Pappy… We remember you almost daily I believe… We miss you dearly….

Pappy would be 80 years old today – WOW – he did almost make it too… We lost him July, 2011, and we have missed him daily. From the oldest to the youngest of our children  A Navy and Army veteran respectively…. Pap was a real man’s man.

When he left the service, he quickly grew in popularity ni the field of country music. During the day he’d work as a DJ on the local country station in Atlanta (HOtLanta), GA – and picked several nights each week. He rarely took a break.

As the years passed… he’d marry… and invariably give the home and what he owned to head to Nashville for a spell… His passion was to simply connect with a group that allowed him an opportunity to work with a major picker and hang his hat with that person. His landing and favorite was Willie Nelson of all people, and eventually he formed the Whiskey River Band and I’d like to say the rest is history – but the history is incredible and detailed. Look for his bio to his text on the blog soon… He wanted to finish it before he passed, then he asked me to get it in publish form so he could approach publishers to get it on the market. It’s a wonderful, witty, funny, sad, but in the end Pappy adventure – and then some…

After the last wife… Pap headed SW and stopped by to see me and mine…. He hung out a few days… a few weeks… a few months… WOW – next thing I know we’re picking and grinning at local joints and he’s living in the very first house my wife and I bought…

One night, during a show, Glenda May  (the May we tagged on) – a patron of the pup – was there… and Pap fell for her – all the way…

Almost 17 years later she passed, and we believe the only reason Pap did not leave her is because they never married. As she got older, she had health issues that caused Pap to take more and more time to tend to her. I remember spending teh weekend there in the mid 2000’s, and it was very sad to see all that he had to do to take care of her. While she seemed perfectly fine…. She had to be watched almost always by then – and he worked part time as a painter in the large mansions that lined Lake Guntersville, and one day fell 20′ and cracked and broke a couple ribs… Beat himself up pretty bad… Invariably, he too, retired, and while he stayed home with her mostly – we did get to pick a little. I would make it a point to try and shoot down there (Alabama) every year… Until Glender-May passed, and he actually came to stay with us in Michigan. Here he had a small area he called his own, Our Florida room was as wide as the house – and he loved being there. He hated the winters as much as I – but he loved it.

In 2007, we’d gone camping for a week in West Michigan – riding quads and bikes in the dunes and racing trails north of Mt. Pleasant. We fished in the evenings, and enjoyed fish at times… It was really good…

I remember, during our last couple nights… Pap asked if William could enjoy his huge finishing rig, and he just sat back and chilled…. On the drive home, our primary U-Joint on the main shaft of the motor home gave out – and we had to be towed. When Pap got out of the vehicle he actually fell a bit, and while he got up seemingly okay, we were concerned.

That was the 4th of July weekend. I had to return to NYC that Sunday for work, and my wife calls me Monday evening telling me he fell again upstairs – she was worried about him. By Tuesday he was in the hospital on life support. His body just shut down. I raced home live never before. A very long 18 hour drive in 14 hours….

July 7th… that evening…. Pap let go – after being taken off life support, he went 27 hours more, then gave up… I prayed he did not suffer, but there were times I wondered if pain wasn’t really getting to him, or if he was really just out of it.

In his passing… so much wracked my mind, body, spirit and soul. A piece of me, greater than I can convey, went with him, and it was ony a few years later that I too, almost joined him.  That’s for another time…

September 28, 1938 – Happy Birthday my Dearest of Friends… I love you, miss you, and pray the mercy of God, in Christ Jesus, has your soul saved, and you’re in a whole new paradise and place. A good place… A loving place, where no more tears are shed, and hope is realized in the most unbelievable of ways… Until we meet again… Here, there or in the Air as Mother Melba would say… I know you’d appreciate that…

From the Hamilton Family to Pappy – we all love you, miss you, and pray the life you now have is the abundance Christ shared wtih us. It’s not rest in peace… it’s Live in Love… for all eternity…

Amen….

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Friesian Troubleshooter for Over a Decade… The Friesian Studs… and Team

Friesian Troubleshooter for Over a Decade… The Friesian Studs… and Team

For centuries, a classic Stud in the meadows went largely unnoticed because, well, He certainly did not need notoriety…

The Friesian Studs and Teams of their time – much like today – are the best at troubleshooting, that we adopted it as our Key Troubleshooter for Sclera Design and especially Sclera Hosting…

Friesia-Troubleshooter -   - Best-In-Class - It gets No Better...

Friesia-Troubleshooter –
– Best-In-Class – It gets No Better…

And as a team???

The Friesian Team - Troubleshooters - Absolutely a Force to be Reckoned With...

The Friesian Team – Troubleshooters – Absolutely a Force to be Reckoned With…

We blazed through key Microsoft SharePoint Enterprise Solutions, light-weight to heavy-weight K12 to Higher-Edu School Districts (like KCMSD – Kansas City MO School District – dozens of schools, all levels, tens of thousands of Students and hundreds to thousands of faculty) … To private Nursing Schools, Universities, and even Municipalities, Law Enforcement especially…  We did the first 75 public facing MOSS 2007 Enterprise Solutions in Beta 1 and 2 bits, converting to RTM (release to manufacturing) when it went to RTM bits. There was no job too small…

Becoming a Silver Partner in Hosting – Sclera Hosting took the Troubleshooter to newer horizons and the possibilities were endless…

Friesian Troubleshooter - Raw Power - Simple, Powerful Solutions...

Friesian Troubleshooter – Raw Power – Simple, Powerful Solutions…

We were living the life we loved, and loving the life we lived, and enjoying the absolute best that MSFT had to offer. No challenge was too great… We never said no, we cannot do that. From the smallest lock and key service, to a 47 TB Information Base unheard of and classified – but absolutely genius in its simplicity of design and implementation – allowing us the short periods to say we worked for the Executive Office of the President of the United States – as the solution certainly served that branch/arm.

Once I became disabled… I was merely put out to pasture…. not patched up…

Friesian Troubleshooter - out to pasture and retired....

Friesian Troubleshooter – out to pasture and retired….

I like the out to pasture vs. disabled. No ego, mind you, just keeps the focus on HOPE – in focus – and HOPE never far away… I can heal – I can come back – I have to believe that one day – it’s going to turn around… Turn about being fair play – I’ll have served enough pasture time 🙂

As the Troubleshooter… Remember, there was nothing we could not tackle and nail down as a solution. Nothing at all…

If we could do that as a small team – imagine the possibilities indeed, and watch what’s coming in the next few months. We’re good for General Announcements on our RTM bits and completed levels of the solution – as we launch.

We will give recognition across the field – where it belongs, and cannot thank everyone enough for your help. Ready? Set? Here it comes@@@ 🙂

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The Life we Live… Love it… Love it More… Always Hope… Hope never quits…

The Life we Live… Love it… Love it More… Always Hope… Hope never quits…

When I have my days… boy, do I have them…

Could not be better - thank you Lord....

Could not be better – thank you Lord….

This is a day after the office – or my office that is… I know longer toe the line in a corporate office – so life is mch better – most would think…

Getting here is thanks to a huge, long, tedious journey….

Our journey through the years... starting at the bottom... walking forward hope...

Our journey through the years… starting at the bottom… walking forward hope…

If you thought you’ve hiked a few trails – well – maybe you have… I remember hiking over 825 miles of the Blue Ridge –> Shenandoah –> the canoeing the New River from Boone NC to Crater Lake State Park, VA. – however, we only made it to Galax/Fries VA because of 7 solid miles of class 7 rapids…. There were 13 of us – 5 canoes, I was in a 2 man ones – we were the last to actually go down too… We held our own really well, trying to collect critical Army duffel bags along the way – allowing canned goods and other superfluous things to sink/float down. We made it 5 of the 7 miles. Eventually we gathered everything at the huge flood wall in Fries…

Those were the days of hiking it…. Then there is the largest of all hikes we all must take – the hike in life – pushing on to our Hopes, Dreams, Goals, what we believe is our calling in life…

At my age – I would think I’d know my calling in life. Well, in part, I know what I want it to include…. I want God the Father as my Father…. I did not have much of a dad growing up, and no mom at all after the age of 7…. Such was my life – such grew my Hope. As I got older, I learned that the truth behind real salvation was quite simple when looked at for what it is….  We recognize that God sent Jesus Christ as His only begotten Son, to live and due on the Cross – the worst, most horrible of deaths – for our lives. And that on the 3rd day, Christ rose from the dead and revealed Himself to many. He shared that, if we but confess our sins, and repent of those, and confess Him as our Lord and Savior, in Christs’ Name, Amen – then we are saved – for eternity. Nothing extraordinary there – but oh, how extraordinary it is 🙂

When I see great and small miracles, super, and small prayers answered, in all,  then I know it is our Lord and Savior, reaching out to help us without anything flashy. He’s already worked all of the flashy signs nd miracles some 2018 years ago. Now He indwells us via his Spirit, and we would not have to worry about seeing miracles, we believe, by faith.

As I grew even older, this grew stronger. I’m a sinner, Under the Law, I’m condemned to hell eternally. Under Christs’ Crace, In His Name, I’m saved, for life eternallll That’s been my HOPE.

The Bible says that God knows what we need before we ask for it – but I still pray for our needs, desires, wants…. Mostly – that we see His path for our lives, His will for our lives, and have the discernment to follow it. I do indeed, in Christs’ Name…. Amen…

Thank you for visiting Evening Cup…. Live the life you love… Love the life you live…

I love those that love me… I pray for all of those I remember to, and then some…. Most of all, I pray you realize your HOPS – in Jesus – and that the Love and Peace that surpasses all understanding – blesses you beyond measure, beyond your imagination… Remember one more critical thing… thee aer angels encamped about you – to keep you safe and serve you like you cannot imagine. They’re there in the gazillions 🙂 Believe that!!!

Now, the next steps… on that continued hike… Keep looking up and forwward, pray daily, and in fath, claim and stand on your prayers. God be  with you… And always with you…

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Get Wordfence for your site – and get way ahead of the curve… Security-wise…

Get Wordfence for your site – and get way ahead of the curve… Security-wise…

I waned ot take a few moments and share what the CEO, Mark Maunder of Wordfence and a cut-above the norm when it comes to trying to help you secure your WordPress Site.

Today – they launched a huge dump on me regarding my gaps and holes in security – and I just use the basic – free version – I’m going to upgrade to the premium version simply because of what it affords you:

  • Advanced scan and clean capabilities vs. basic scan and lightweight cleaning
  • Professionals available at the click of the mouse to help you review your scan logs
  • Professionals available at the click of the mouse to provide site deep scan and inspection for Trojans and viruses….
  • Professionals available at the click of the mouse to advise and guide you on the configuration of Wordfence for your site – so you’re op

And so much more… I’m giving credit where credit is due – reach out to Mark at www.wordfence.com – and tell him I sent you…

If you’re serious about Wordfence sites, then you must be serious about Wordfence… It is teh only tool i your bag of tricks that does all that it does – from a single platform…

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If you aren’t already a member, you can subscribe to our WordPress Security and Product Updates mailing list here. You’re welcome to republish this email in part or in full, provided that you mention that the source is www.wordfence.com. If you would like to get Wordfence for your WordPress website, simply go to your “Plugin” menu, click “add new” and search for “Wordfence”.

Thank you for visiting Evening Cup… Have a great evening… And ping if you have any questionson WordPress or Wordfence in general…

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Encouragement and so much more… Family Haven… Led by your dreams…

Encouragement and so much more… Family Haven… Led by your dreams…

In my walk down memory lane this evening (morning???) – I’m mindful of a couple other quotes that really bring home family, and the ties that bind us.

Like the following….

                    The family is a haven in a heartless world…

Family is a haven in a heartless world...

Family is a haven in a heartless world…

We have a large family – not extended – but just us and our children – and so much to be thankful for. I remind them as often as I think of it – you’ll always have a home to return to.. Despite some bumps in the road… Family is our Haven….

Also, provided by Anonymous…

Don’t be pushed by your problems, but led by your dreams…

Don't be pushed by your problems, but led by your dreams...

Don’t be pushed by your problems, but led by your dreams…

I’ve worked hard to encourage our children to be all they can be – despite the curve balls life throws our way – we can dream, and dream big, and be led by those dreams, not pushed down because of problems that surface.

A family of 10 children, and the 11th grandchild just around the corner, we have a small clan of our own – and they all know what it is to dream big, and follow those dreams. I know a few of teh children have had some hard times, and such as life is – they just want to be loved and appreciated, so take time out and let your family know just how precious they aer to you. Encourage them, pray for them, and thank the Lord for them. You are truly blessed when you have so many that it is all you can do just to keep them well fed, ensure they need or want for nothing – and in as much as we can – we often can give them some of the things they’d like to have.

Christmas when I was growing up was quite different than we celebrate today. We tech our children to give when it is in their heart to do so. You do not need Christmas or any specific holiday to give… Giving comes from the heart. We celebrate the death and resurrection of Christ vs. all the commercialism that has taken Christmas in another direction – we believe…

Hug your children if you can – or send hugs across the wire when you talk. We believe that prayers are powerful in helping the children too… So considere that if you’re an active prayer warrior… We can never have enough of those…

In Christs’ Name we pray all things in His Name… Amen…

Thank you for stopping by Evening Cup… Don’t be a stranger…

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An excerpt from Emily Dickinson – Hope is the thing with feathers…

Reminiscing this evening, I’m mindful of the hardships so many people experience, and struggle through. Taking an excerpt from Emily Dickinson – Hope is the thing with Features…

  •      Hope is the thing with feathers
  •      That perches in the soul,
  •      And sings the tune without the words,
  •      And never stops at all,

Are you living the life you love? Are you loving the life you live?

I pray that you are, if not. May the peace that surpasses all understanding, be your friend, keeper, and BFF…

God’s mercy allows us salvation through Christ, if we but repent, and confess that He is our Lord and Savior. The rest is free and not as hard as you may think. It is a daily ritual I revisit each day.

May you be so blessed, that every day brings you peace and food for the spirit. Hope is the thing with features that never stops at all…

In Christs’ Name, I pray… amen…

Thank you for stopping by Evening Cup… Stay in touch…

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Just when you think you have it hard – it can be much harder….

Just when you think you have it hard – it can be much harder….

Just when I think it’s about as much as I can take – and please believe me when I tell you – I can take quite a bit. I could take just about anything incomprehensible – when you view what I’ve lived through the past 4 + years, well, prior to that was no cake walk, either…

Night before last I ran head on into racism like I’ve not seen in a very, very long time. I was blown away… Then yesterday – later in the afternoon – more – blatant brutal anger, bitterness (not to do with me) – unleashed on me in such a way that it actually hurt my feelings – if such is possible…. It most certainly is… The greatest of the pain? From a child. Their insolence and condensation was just incomprehensible. I am still blown away by it. It hurts a great deal to have a child talk to you – the parent – with such disrespect and believe what they’re saying is justified and valid? No child – under NO circumstances – has NY RIGHT to disrespect their parents. God would not have commanded it so – were it not of the utmost importance that a child know and understand that. My children DO know and DO understand it. Nonetheless, I was the tail end of the cat-o-9-tails – tattered and torn – and just shredded – no iota of remorse nor concern for my concerns, feelings, or statement in the matter. I never opened my mouth.

Suffice to say – I do not even want to be here any longer – I simply do not want to be. My relationship was already deteriorating at the husband level – it’s total shot now. And quickly moving to select children as well… That’s when I know it’s time to go.. Just go…. So said… but necessary…..

I will miss Mr. Buster and AJ the greatest – as so much joy has flood my soul from these 2 fine children. I cannot fathom being away from them. But the time has come….

In just the past 72 hours – I do not want to even remain on this earth…. That’s how I was left feeling… I hadn’t been torn down, kicked down, kicked while already down, and spit on, lied about, brutally talked to as if I was a butt ugly piece of crap – just too much to describe.

Just when you think you have it hard – it can be much harder than you can imagine – despite any number of excuses or apologies later…. nothing assuages the pain and suffering of such brutal attitude and nasty attitude toward you – when you’ve done absolutely nothing wrong.

For this Evening Cup… I had to take a few moments and let those suffering know – you’re not alone – at all. I’m with you man… I’m with you 250% and then some….

If you feel you have something in your life awry – and you feel you should pray for it? Then do just that. Find a quiet spot. Close your eyes, and mumble your heart’s desire to God. He already knows what you have to say. He’s not just the God of 2nd chances – he forgives endlessly – no boundaries – no limits – just hand it to Him – Repent of what you may be doing negative / wrong – confess of that – pray all in Christs’ Jesus’ name – amen. Find a soothing  picture to review…

More of New Mexico - Beautiful Settings....

More of New Mexico – Beautiful Settings….

Actually – I believe NM was the previous night – this is off the Mohave Desert someplace – not sure where.

I’m watching Hurricane Florence at Cat #2 – pound the Carolina coast lines…. Doesn’t even put a dent in how I feel…

I’m not feeling sorry for myself. There is a profound difference. I am hurt – beyond expression – I am hurt – no come back – no resilience here – just plain hurt… And DAMN it hurts…

Down home – as a child – when we were worn slap out – we were dog tired… So tired that dog isn’t budging if it’s life depends on it. That’s how I’m winding down…. Just dog tired…

As I’ve shared with my children – you’re on a job to work – not make friends; make friends carefully, slowly, taking great time to test the relationship. It’s critical that the friendships they build are life-long ones – the only ones worth their time. People can be a lot of baggage just by virtue of who they are!!!! So much the more – when it’s garbage in that there baggage. Sorry – those in the know – know what I mean.

Good night folks… Thanks for this evening cup…

We need so much prayer – for bills, health, health and bills… And so our circle goes. For me? No fears… I do believe it’s finally about time I move on. I’m too much of a burden on this family – and in the end – their lives will improve – I believe. I know the youngest will have a time with it – but they’ll hear from me and in time they’ll understand… I pray….

In Jesus’ name…

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